Hai semua.. Maaf ye sebab dah private blog quite for some time..
Hmmm.. Here we are.. In December month which is the last month for 2013.. Sedih, happy, kecewa dan gelak ketawa.. Everything mixed up.. All in one..
I ask for rainbows but in return I always got the rain.. You get what I mean.. Hmmm
2 weeks of joy with my blessed family.. All I want for holidays is the laughter and joy..
What I got is tears and sadness.. May I conclude that this is the worst ever family time ? Ahhh ! I am so mean..
I hide my tears through my smile.. I hide the ugly moment with this so called "sweet" smile.. Urghhh.. Such a drama queen ! And to whom shall I share ? None but only to my dear best friend..
Oh yaaa.. Best friend ? Entah laa.. This is another sad part.. Kitaorang tak contact each other dahh.. Almost for 1 week.. Hmmm.. I blame myself sebab saya selalu ganggu best friend saya.. She is so busy with her life right now.. So, I will slowly stay away from her.. This is for her own good..
Takpe awak.. For as long as you are happy, I am happy.. Saya dengar awak tengah famous sekarang ni.. Bagus laa.. Enjoy it sementara awak masih berpeluang..
Ouh ya ! Hari tu sebelum krismas tu.. Saya demam seminggu.. Badan letih sangat-sangat.. Hmmm.. Tapi, saya tak boleh tunjuk letih saya tu depan Mama and family saya.. Sebab saya adalah driver dorang.. So.. Ermm.. Tapi, saya tak bagitau awak sebab awak busy.. Ahhh Dont worry laa awak .. Saya akan take care diri saya seperti yang awak selalu pesan kat saya..
Saya rasa macam awak tak happy setiap kali dengan saya.. So, the best way is saya takkan ganggu awak.. Everytime saya rindu awak, saya akan sampaikan melalui doa saya..
Hmmm.. Dulu, handphone adalah salah satu cara saya nak lepaskan rindu kat awak.. Penghubung antara kita.. But now.. Feels like my handphone is not worth it anymore ~
What a painful life ~
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