Haii uolls ! Hari Jumaat merupakan hari penuh barakah.. No doubt ! Its true ...
Okeh harini saya nak cerita tentang Result Day.. Ahah ! Hari yang membuatkan semua orang tak tidur malam.. Makan tak kenyang.. Muka pucat lesu... Macam-macam butterflies ada dalam perut.. Nightmare result.. Yeppppp ! That kind of day.!
Cerita dia macam ni.... Result day ni sumpah buat saya cuak semalaman ! Eh tak la. To be honest, seminggu sebelum keluar result dah rasa cuak semua ini ! hahahah ;)
Malam sebelum hari kejadian, saya tak boleh tidur lena.. Pejam mata je terbayang-bayang result.. Setiap sejam terbangun dari tidur.. Usha handphone tengok tengok baru pukul 2am.. Baru pukul 3.30am... Urghhh.. Biasanya orang yang tak boleh tidur ni dia mabuk rindu tapi saya ? Well, mabuk result ~ hahahaha -_-
Then, ceyyy saya bangun pukul 6am dengan harapan by 7am or at least by 7.01am emel dah masuk... Hahhahaha.. Nervous cuak punya pasal sampai solat Subuh terganggu.. Solat subuh saya buat 2 kali kot sebab was-was dengan yang pertama ! Inilah penangan menanti result ~ zzzzzz -.-
Tapi kan... Adoii adoiii... Even dah pukul 7.45am pun, result tak sampai lagi !! Aigooooooo !! Penantian itu suatu penyeksaaaannnnnnn ! hahahhaha ..
Bayangkan, kita pergi kelas, kawan-kawan kita semua bila ditanya result, semuanya dah passed and boleh tersenyum gembira tapi kita ? Well, in between living or dying ! Hidup di antara 2 garisan ~
FAILED or PASSED ! Chances dia 50-50.. Perasaan ? *terjun bangunan to end the pain*
A.C.C.A notify saya yang exam result will be sent via emel.. By 7am dah boleh check.. Tapi.. Adehhh.. Hampehhh -.- Emel tak masuk-masuk kottt !! Rupa-rupanya, saya di-informkan bahawa Yahoo user akan dapat emel tu lambat sikit.. zzzz... Seems that Yahoo user is not so Yahoo! anymore bila lembab nak mampuih macam niiii -.-. Me, being the unfortunate one, i.e Yahoo user. Sad life. haha
In the end, by 12.30pm baru boleh check result.. Itupun terpaksa pergi ke official website... The first person I will share this happiness mestilah my Mama ! <3 :D
Alhamdulillah, finally dah passed pun CAT journey.. Tough battle I can say.. Wounded here and there.. But the best thing about scar is you know the pain and somehow the pain gives you strength to win the battle. :)
Tengok la result saya ni. Average je ha... Takde lah nak gempak mana... Ramai lagi yang scored above me.. *feel small*.. But, what matters most is I put a smile on someone's face, i,.e my Mama..
Mama tanya what I want for my present for passing my exams. I replied,
" I dont need anything. I have everything already! :) "
I don't know what my future holds but I will try my best to be a better person next time.. Fail tu sure ada but hopefully the failure will motivate me to get one step closer to success..
In Shaa Allah, now I am doing my ACCA level.. Sumpah this is a tough journey.. A journey to get yourself killed. A battlefield that gets yourself wounded so many times.. I dont mind failing my internal exams (exams set by the university) but I hope that I wont fail the final exam..
In Shaa Allah, with my Mama's prayers, I will graduate my ACCA within 3.5years.. Thats what I plan but well future remains unknown and Allah swt is the BEST PLANNER. :)
Bismillahirrahmirrahim, may my journey be at ease.
Rabbiir yaassir waalaa tuaassiir :)
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