Cheat Day.

Heyyy :)

Harini hari paling tak produktif! (Ada ka hari yang produktif? Macam setiap hari ja tak produktif! hahaha).. Janji ngan Fatin nak study sama-sama pukul 8 pagi.. Tapi, I muncul pukul 10 pagi. hahaha.. Semangat betul Fatin pergi library pukul 8pagi.. huhuhu.. Top student memang gigih study~~ :3

Pukul 8 pagi tu Fatin whatsapp I, bagitau yang dia dah ada kat library and just tunggu I kat port study kitaorang macam biasa.... Sebabkan I dah set alarm pukul 9.40am, harap maaf, segala whatsapp tak dilayan selagi alarm tak berbunyi~ kekeke ^^" #whystudywhenyoucanhaveagoodsleep hihihi
p/s: Jangan follow habit Amyra Hanani yang suka tidur berjam-jam and tetap bangun lambat! >_<

Pukul 10 tu sampai kat library, and of course la tak immediately study duhhhh~ *mata pandang ke atas tangan di bahu* This is Amyra Hanani kotttttt! At least the first 30minit tu melangut ataupun procrastinate..! Adoiyaiii! ahahhaha..

Bila mood dah start up sikit, bukalah past year dulu.. Ambik mood gitu! Cewaah! Belek-belek past year question, and baru perasan yang mock exam haritu banyak dari past year! Maka, berhuhuhuhu lah tadi... Maka, demotivate lah nak study sebab terkenangkan mock exam yang entah result dia macam mana nanti.. .___.

Harini serius tak boleh study sangat... Haihhh hilang teruk juga mood study ni~ -.- Bukannya study banyak mana pun... Banyak sembang ngan Fatin ja.. Dia ada tanya tentang bestfriends I....

I pun ceritalah sikit tentang semua bestfriends I since Fatin nak tau... :) Each one of them ada that special bond dia... Ada cerita di sebalik setiap bestfriendship I.. Dengan Fatin sendiri pun ada that special bond.. She has her unique way of being my bestfriend.. That special thing about Fatin is that dia always buat muka whatsover dia everytime lepak dengan I.. Dengan orang lain boleh je buat muka baik dia tu.. So, Everyone is special just the way they are. :) Kalau ada masa and peluang, I'll post tentang bestfriends I okay. Each one of them. In shaa allah :)

Fatin ada juga tanya tentang Aimi... At first rasa ermmm tak selesa nak cerita tentang dia.. But then I thought, hey, you and I, we used to have this romantic friendship right? No one understand our friendship. Kalau cerita pun, dorang takkan faham! Fatin pun tak faham our kind of friendship! hahaha! Its like a couple-kind-of-friendship-with love-and-jealousy. Since Fatin tetap blurr and takkan faham, so, cerita je lah! hahaha ;)

Ramai tanya, dah move on belum? Honestly, dalam proses nak move on... Not completely moved on.. But I am moving on. I have put to much effort for our friendship and somehow friendship ni seems to be one-sided. It's not a fair game. I am the one who fight harder and I am losing more. So, I told Fatin that 19 June 2016 is still haunting me. And, that is the moment that I realized why fight for something that you know you will end up losing? When I asked her, "Do you still love me?" She said, "Yes". The word "yes" is not enough because words are just words. Actions speak louder than words.

So? Learn to move on. Truth is you can't change the past. Things will never be the same no matter how hard you try.

Random chatting leads to wasting of time! Gosh, I need to live alone so that I dont waste the time I have! hahahaha! Sembang punya sembang, last-last dah pukul 2pm! Perghhhhh! Tutup buku and terus ke surau. Solat. :) Then, 2.30pm pergi lunch sama-sama ngan Fatin kat kedai makan parents dia kat Anggerik Mall.. Pastu, pergi butik Za.wa.ra (saja eja salah so that tak popout kat Google Search hahahaha) kat Shah Alam Seksyen 7 sebab katanya ada buat sale gempak blablabla~~ Bila pergi butik tu, krikkk krikkk semua stok habis... Takpun design baju semua hampeh-hampeh..
P/S: Toksah pergi sale tu.. Haruuuu~ Bazir masa.. And you akan pergi dengan harapan, pulang tangan kosong dan hati kecewa... 

Then, after Maghrib, kitaorang pergi makan nasi lemak antarabangsa kat Kampung Baru ngan Mak Fatin and Adik dia. Plan asal nak lepak pekena teh tarik ja, tapi macam mana boleh sesat sampai ke KL entah! Mula-mula nak pi makan kat kafe noradanish cawangan TTDI tu tapi waze pi bawak yang cawangan bangsar yang dah tutup lama dah~~ zzzzz~~ That's why ended up dinner kat Kampung Baru tu! hahahaha.. Diorang siap nak ajak makan kat Umbai Melaka kot! hahaha! Bagi I, takdak hal, Melaka is so near! ;) Sejam lebih dah boleh sampai! hhahahaha!

I tell myself, if you can't study, make your perut happy! It's a cheat day! hahaha! So whenever stress or hilang mood, makan adalah the best thing to do! >.< And, Alhamdulillah, syukur, harini dimurahkan rezeki.. Allahuakhbar! :)