Love Letter.

6 May 2018, Sunday

It's been awhile since my previous post. Life doesn't seem to go according to my plan. Kinda at my worst lately so I decided to stay away from socmed. I called it "Social Media Rehab" cuz everyone goes to rehab at least one in their lifetime! hahahaha! #justkidding

So... This is the first entry post for 2018 and I have decided to write about a love letter. :)

Today is a very special day. Not for me, but for my beloved first-born niece, Humaira. 

Dear Humaira,

On this beautiful day, I would like to make some beautiful throwbacks about you. Same date but different year (i.e.2017) you came into this world. The first four months of your arrival in this dunia, I was not able to hold you in my arms because my hands are too manly and you were as fragile as my heart. 

When you were 8 months.

I realized that time flies so fast and now you have turned 1 year old. My number one heavy-weight champion! hahahaha! Berat Humaira yang terkini adalah 8.6kg. You can be cuter, but please don't become fatter. Gemuk is good for baby but too gemuk also can cause me to bebel bebel while dukung kamu. Lenguh Bonda nak dukung kamu tau takkkk... >,< hahahaha

Birthday gift with love letter. :)

Happy 365 days birthday! Congratulation, you will soon feel the burdens of this dunia as you grow up! >,< Okay, so scary to hear about reality kan kan! -.-

Soon you will realize that growing old is inevitable but growing up is optional, so, make use of the latter. Let's create more beautiful memories together, as you grow up while I grow old.

You slows the time whenever we are together. You make me feel young whenever we joke and laugh together. Hugs and kisses I will shower you whenever we are together okay! :)

Life is hard, yeah I know, always keep smiling because you have the perfect smile.

I taught you few life lessons and sorry if I am being harsh on you. You are cute you are charming but sometimes your tantrums cause my temper to rise. Don't use tantrums to seek attention. Don't use tears to make people listen to you. It might work for others but not to me.

This life is a journey and this world is a test, that's why life is not always full of roses.

I pray that you will grow up in the environment where you will always put Allah swt as your ultimate purpose of life. 


I may or may not write you love letters as it depends on future outcomes which are always uncertain based on IAS 37. If you meet the recognition criteria , then I will recognise you as my provision. Hahahaha!

But for today, I write to you this beautiful handwritten love letter for your future throwbacks. hehehe.. I know you obviously can't read now, but, I just want you to know that this love letter is made from my heart. 

My hands are wide open for you. I will always catch you when you fall. I assure you that my presence will make you safe and sound. 

11 months.
Mata tu kena gigit ngan kumbang. huhuhu

You should be lucky to have 3 amazing crazy Aunties and 2 most adorable Uncles who will always got your back when life knocks you down. You are so blessed in so many ways! Alhamdulillah! <3

I wanted to write longer but I guess this love letter won't fit the content of my heart, so, I keep it short and simple and sexy gituuuu hahahaha

P/S: I love you since day one and will continue to love you until my heart stops beating.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUMAIRA ! 

Love,
Bonda.